[Am I like one of the Cherokee healers in one of my past lives? ]
The other night before sleep, I randomly thought of reading about herbs and did not expect to read something great about uses of flowers particularly blue hydrangeas, the next morning I was surprised when we went to my sister’s house and I saw a bunch of blue hydrangeas! What’s even more special was the fact that I had been having a constant thought of blue flowers.
To every Spirit Warrior facing an endeavor:
I think it’s okay to be both frightened and erratically excited, and that amidst the faith and self-confidence, there is still room to be unstable. What can you do, you are living in this body made to be vulnerable, breathing on this planet that even its own surface is prone to destruction. But perhaps the best part of the challenge is to still go with the flow, to remain flexible, unpredictable; sane or insane, happy or sad,dreamy or lifeless, healthy or unhealthy,stern or effortless. I mean, it’s a lot harder when you resist. We are made of countless variables of the Universe to limit ourselves, to judge our tendencies. I guess it’s much prettier to know and believe that it is OKAY no matter what it is, no matter what you are, no matter where you are, no matter where you’ll be, one thing’s for sure: life eventually leads us to where we’re needed just as long as we surrender to the unknown, having faith in the unknown because after all, we don’t really know what we’re capable of, we are made in infinity’s womb
Be patient, you will rise soon, as all the heavens and nature’s bosom await for their child’s birth, glancing at the sky for the first time as though the sun beaming is a promise of a lifetime with nothing but eternal light
-yours truly,Nicola An
Getting on with life through moments and chances, seeing and feeling what is necessary and what is provided, gladly taking in everything that is already there and yet glimpsing at an occasional episode of a disquieting thought like a shrill of warning piercing you inside. By and by, some things make an abrupt landing on your shoulders, one is when you surrender to the realization that what if what you have been greatly mastering leads you to failing, your comfort ccollapsing?
Such is the case for someone who has continuously earned the solitary days. Along the journey of finding bliss in solitude, getting so used to both inner and outer self while allowing the HEART to beat and the SOUL to search, I am bound to fear the confidence of aloneness, that this being all composed and distant where I stand still appreciating the gloom, I might miss what’s waiting for me behind the fog; which part of the world I must tend and nurture because as long as the skies whisper, there is somewhere that asks me to listen.
Life is always so clever teaching that what you highly gain turns out to instigate your pitfall. Maybe I have been too much at healing myself, I have forgotten that to love myself more is to manifest that love where it also belongs
– Nicola An
Abundance, not in having less but having enough and having enough is having whatever it is that is present, whoever it is with you there right now and simply allowing a whole of you to be there as well.
Stay grateful and be full, you have everything that is needed for you this time, take it to be more open to what’s coming next.
Happy Holidays precious Souls!
Love more 😁
My second book entitled “Soul Song” will be available soon. Thank you for the gift of Divine Love