April 2020, Pink Full Moon

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How’s everyone?

Despite the world’s plight now, let’s not forget how the cosmos truly cares for us. We have the Pink Moon to rise as of the moment, and I pulled a single Oracle card today just for a quick message. Surprised me that the card again is the same card that I pulled before the virus widely took its toll on many other countries.We still have “Purification” or the RAIN card while on lockdown. We are still being cleansed [purified], if you think of rainy days, the situation is practically about staying at home like where we are these days. Like the good news that Mother Earth is healing I guess that is one thing about purification too which we should apply to ourselves. We are given the opportunity now to remove the unnecessary from our lives and to tidy our thoughts to become a renewed human being with a clearer perspective. In the process of searching for the cure to combat the virus, we also ought to find the cure that will free us from our own diseases that disrupt our way to salvation, our self-awareness.
May we all recover from our respective diseases and be reminded of our innate strength as children of God deserving of the Universe’s magnificence and abundance.

-Love and Crystal Light 
Nicola An

“Limbo” by Nicola An

buddhism, creative writing, literature, poetry, prose, self-awareness, self-love, spiritual

Sometimes, I feel like I have run away far from myself with a one-way-ticket decision, my footsteps unheard like my muted words I arduously fumble for that even my treasured dry blossoms look flat-out useless in my sight. All the universes seem to be just sleeping inside me- a disconcerting silence ringing.

But this is the very moment I realize that you can only give yourself the space and time to recuperate and grow when you detach from you, by learning that you can be more than everything you’ve known about yourself. Just because you have come to shed another layer of yourself doesn’t mean you have gone astray.

You can’t always stay as a bird in a cage when you can actually fly. Feeling lost is not a setback, it’s a timely opportunity of seeking so you can let go of your invariable idea of who you are, don’t just color yourself with one hue when there are millions you can dare try.
Be patient with this emptiness and quest, it’s always worth waiting for yourself if you put your faith in the many ways you can flourish and shine once again.

-Infinitely,
Nicola An

TO THE ONES WHO FEEL LIKE THEY’RE STUCK FOREVER

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TO THE ONES WHO FEEL LIKE THEY’RE STUCK FOREVER,

You may find yourself confined, buried like the tiniest seed planted alone while everybody else stands aloft, as full-blown and resplendent as the cluster of trees around you, and then shame is thrusting you deeper below the ground that you go on thinking how hapless and dark it is now and you won’t ever make it out of this lowest point of life forever. Come to think of it that the deeper the roots, the higher chances that your growth will know resilience enduring anything, your strong foundation will be your everything. Sometimes, THE PLACE WHERE YOU FEEL STUCK IS WHERE YOU GROW BEST. This is just another day when the world isn’t at your feet but you have to choose to look up because the SUN IS ALWAYS THERE TO SHINE ON YOU, this is not just about getting so much of what you want or going farther than where you are. Every moment of stasis is about building yourself up for your greatest endeavors ahead. This is just your temporary chrysalis and it’s only a matter of time before you awaken as a butterfly expected by the Universe that has already imprinted this in your fate. -Infinitely,
Nicola An

June Energy Reading

cartomancy, creative writing, Esoteric, love, photography, tarot, twin flames, words, writing

Welcome new moon!
These cards are staring at you with a friendly warning 😆 the swords reversed are actually raising a challenge! Your mind and your heart need to agree on behaving properly *laughs*
It’s best not to be too defensive and impulsive when you’re placed at the center of criticism, be it a squabble or a serious case,be circumspect before you speak out and make sure to speak from a clear point of view,NOT A CLOUDED JUDGEMENT and make room for your emotions to settle while handling a conflict/misunderstanding.But.Come to think of it as you versus someone/something, this may not just be you being antagonized, you might fall into your ego’s trap that you end up rubbing other people the wrong way.
Feed your mind with healthy thoughts and control your emotions, let LOVE be your basis when looking for resolutions, but remember that you can avoid conflicts, just decorate your heart and mind in positive ways! And oh my mother’s blooming rose wants to say “I love you” 🌹 -Love and Crystal Light 🌟
Nicola An

Aloneness

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Getting on with life through moments and chances, seeing and feeling what is necessary and what is provided, gladly taking in everything that is already there and yet glimpsing at an occasional episode of a disquieting thought like a shrill of warning piercing you inside. By and by, some things make an abrupt landing on your shoulders, one is when you surrender to the realization that what if what you have been greatly mastering leads you to failing, your comfort ccollapsing?


Such is the case for someone who has continuously earned the solitary days. Along the journey of finding bliss in solitude, getting so used to both inner and outer self while allowing the HEART to beat and the SOUL to search, I am bound to fear the confidence of aloneness, that this being all composed and distant where I stand still appreciating the gloom, I might miss what’s waiting for me behind the fog; which part of the world I must tend and nurture because as long as the skies whisper, there is somewhere that asks me to listen.

Life is always so clever teaching that what you highly gain turns out to instigate your pitfall. Maybe I have been too much at healing myself, I have forgotten that to love myself more is to manifest that love where it also belongs

– Nicola An